i'm unhearted

Ah i'm crap!
ooo feels so good to say that!
Christmas is a load of crap, apart from all the Jesus stuff (WHICH IS THE REAL MEANING) all this present giving and family stuff is just crap. crap crap crap crap crap!
I mean, come on! I see my relo's and share a meal with them ONCE A YEAR! I should be doing this all the time.
Christmas is overrated! next year I'm going to fast in prayer.. and im going to make my whole family do it. and all money is going to charity.. I spent about $500 on shitty presents. $500 saves peoples lives. WHATS WRONG WITH ME! WHATS WRONG WITH THE WORLD!?!?


YITS HAS RUINED ME!!! IM A CYNIC!!!

I need to see my generationg change.



let life begin!

People are always straining their ears to hear what God is saying to them.
do you realise that God is talking to you ALWAYS?
when you have a conversation with someone.. listen carefully to their words, thats God.
when you are walking along on your own and a thought comes into you head that gives you a good feeling... thats God as well...

do you get it?
God's voice is loud enough to here... it's constantly there..... you just have to open you eyes,ears,heart,mind,body and soul.


thats all

I'm trying to find my feet....















God.Help.Me.

Over it.
Over this.


I just want pure silence. Tomorrow I'm going on a silent retreat with God.
I'm turning off my phone, putting the music away... I just want God and I. just that.
No more YITS people for a while... there is no novelty in seeing everyone if I see them every few days. It's not you, it's me...


and don't reply to this...
im tired and grumpy.

In the heart of your deepest heart....

I hope that you had the same reaction to this image as I did. It's the strange mix of emotions... the feeling of pain, because she looks in pain, the feeling of sadness, that she has to go through this.. and the strange feeling of love that the lady is giving this girl...
It's a photo of a girl in Iraq... I don't know the story, but seeing photos like this,
is the reason why I am a photographer...

Some photos are very difficult to look at.

This is one of them. Imagine being there.

Wait.

That's the job of the photographer ...

to put someone else in his/her shoes and feel what they felt.

amaze

"You never saw him, yet you love him.
You still don't see him, yet you trust him—with laughter and singing.
Because you kept on believing,
you'll get what you're looking forward to: total salvation. "